"Code Of Honor"

Tatoo You

I read Wyatts site yesterday, and my eye got caught on the section about his opinion on tattoos. I will put my two cents in (well, if I have any money left over after drinking every night...) (see the next section on THAT one). A girl with a tatoo is already has one foot in the grave as far as being considered a date-worthy girl for me. I know, women everywhere are weeping at that comment, I am sure no girl with a tatoo would give a damn if I wouldnt date them for that sole reason. Well, wait I should take the comment back. I actually do not mind a tatoo on a girl that is not on the lower back. Or as long as it is not just the fucking playboy logo geez that really grinds my gears! Any butterfly, or flowers, or happy smiling girlish tatoos just no..no no NO! I have friends (girls) who have had some pretty bitch ass tatoos on them, and I did not dislike them. Well, thats that for tatoos. Probably made no sense whatsoever.

I Drink Alone...or with others...either way, I drink

I am sure the head ups of my Drinking and Driving program would not be happy with this, but damn I need a beer. And I am not just talking about right now. I mean each and every night. And I do not think that I have a problem, so I am sure they would say I DO have a problem. I just like drinking. I dont feel as if i NEED to drink, but I WANT to drink. And hell, I know when to stop. It is on a rare occasion that I get tore up. Last week at the College Inn was the only time this past month or two that I have done so. Sure I spend every penny (sans $5.00 for poker) on drinking, and while not turn down a free drink from anyone after I have gone through my own cash (or quarters and dimes and yes even nickles, but not fucking pennies...oh no I will never sink that low...). And no this is not some desperate plea for help, do not read into it too much.

Dec. 1st 2005. 24 shopping days left till Christmas.

Fuck You Won't Do What Ya Tell Me

Well, I was also reading Wyatts post on self-censorship. really spoke to me. I have been editing myself now for 2+ months now. And it is tearing at me, but I have done it to keep the peace. Five years I tried censoring myself for the 1st time on my old Ozporn Newsletter. I finally broke down and went on a rant that would go on to piss everybody off. So Wyatt, do not allow yourself to be censored, especially if the choice is up to you.

There was a post i made back in August that I did up at Blue Wireless that went on all day long. Got me in a lot of trouble. But I had fun posting it, and I was pissed off royally that I was being told to edit my work, so carefully crafted. But I did it. I became a snivveling pussy in my own eyes at that time, and now I am consumed with a self-loathing, and I just want to let that angry young man back out and yell "fuck you" to the whole wide world.

But I don't.

Nazi Germany man, Nazi Germany...

www.rowchautauqua.org

visit and support our friends in the project. I wish I was more fit so I could get in on the action myself. sound like a lot of fun.

Well, Im out of here now.

the Pub was fun last night. only 4.50 for five beers. pretty damn good if ya ask me.

Get LOST

~Oz