"Cry Yuma"

I am an angry young man. Why? Nothing seems to go right. I have made my survivor tape, filled out the application, got my Passport, all to find out I do not have enough money to get the application mailed to California in time - the deadline is February 3rd at 5:00 pm PST. I am worsted in the end by a simple matter of cash. And neither of my parents will lend me the money. They tell me it is my own fault I do not have enough cash for anything. My fault I do not have a good, full time job. My fault my station in life sucks balls. And I am pissed because I know damn well that they are right.

Now I find myself listening to “Disturbed” as loud as possible. Its amazing how therapeutic loud metal music can be. I find it very uplifting.

~Oz