"The Conscience Of The King"

Okay, setting the record straight. I am with mary kate. i am with her because i love her and i andwant to be with her.

this will never change, and will never change.

i want mary kate to stop worrying all the time, which has been my fault anyways.

I know I have complained about her to my family and friends. and i guess by contrast it rarely seems as if i am complimenting her. this is because i usually reserve these thoughts for myself, i can be very selfish when it comes to things that are important to me.

I would have us stay together, and obviously i will do anything to make it so. if i wanted to be away from her i would have been away from her. she isnt some magician who has cast some lethal spell over me or anything that is preventing me to leave her.

I got bold with my postings on the blog site last week, mainly out of sheer boredom up here at work, and reasons which i have stated previously.

but the truth is, i love mary kate. i want to spend my life with mary kate, live with her, have little alex like creatures running around on the ground, and all of that good stuff.

and mary kate, i know you do not like me sharing stuff like that publicly, but its true. I love you, and want to be with you forever. not beth, not ashley, not jizzelle, not antonia, not lady macbeth, not the little old lady who lived in the shoe, not anna of the child bearing hips, not any of the 537 H.P.o.A. that walk by my kiosk daily. i love you. i love mary kate.

let that be a silence to all critics, naysayers, and doubters.